Forever

Forever....
forcing me to give up...
seems like...
deleted from memory and contact..
hopefully forget...
take it easy...

I am a nobody
I am not perfect...
I am not very talented in sports...
I am not very excellent in studies...
I am totally not a good manner children...
actually i feel i am absolutely sucks and failure....

in everything....every wer......eyery eyery...

Really Lost...

I am totally lost...

and i am here again to express my emo....so emo tis few days

In studies, i left one more sem then successfully graduated d...tis is the want i yearn for so long times d as i hate studying but i am ambiguous as i dun wan so fast go out to face the world yet...

In friendship...i always put friendship as top as good friends are very hard to find....but the most hatred things happen on me is i felt most friends around would have motive on you if ter need u.. why?friends in a nice manner can say help each other...in bad manner can say use each other...

In relationship...is so scary...i feel boys like to bait many in once to have higher probability to get one...do it call love?or watever jus makan saje...at least one in finally...around me..most boy friends are trying it although cover seems loyal..and boys after chasin one..can easily forgotten and chase another??(sorry for the minority and i am not as good to say others also but at least i wil not chase boys hhaaaa)

In future......lost lost lost...i duno whether i wan to stay or fly.....which one is better for me.. which one is the prudent choice for me??i duno......i duno wat i can be..i duno wat i want yet..


I AM LOST IN THIS WORLD...